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October 23rd, 2009
05:13 pm - halo halo!
3 things.
most importantly.
happy birthday jojo! you're finally 18. and i love you.
i never see you for months at a time but everytime i do it feels like i just saw you the day before and thats what i love about you.
you will always be a baby to me.
(:
hello everybody! ive got a new oldphone but ive lost everybody's number so please please please if you read this (and you dont hate me) message 97334741 and tell me your name so i can save your number again. thank you and i'm sorry i lost my phone again!
me and mitchell have been together for a year and 3 days
and everytime i wish on an eyelash it's still always about him..
(:
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July 9th, 2009
11:01 pm
it's been (almost) 9 months.
still feels like the first.
all the things i lost, really dont matter. if anything, all the things i lost constantly remind me that it's a good thing i lost them. i wake up, feel and see, physically, right there with me, everything that's worth battling for. i wish you could see it without me having to say it, that you dont need to constantly remind me you feel the same.
i know.
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April 28th, 2009
April 7th, 2009
12:21 am
i wouldnt change a thing in this world.
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December 11th, 2008
03:16 am - to the Samey's/Aservatham's/Therese's/Meal's
i'm so sincerely sorry for your(just for-now) loss. i'm praying so hard with you that erika and that adorable little girl come home safe and sound and very very soon. im praying for strength for every single(every single) one of you to pull through with warrior smiles. be strong and have heart!
donn&jo.
goodbye doesnt mean forever
remember?
goodbye doesnt mean you'll never be together again
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December 4th, 2008
02:09 pm - supreme negligence
hello everybody..! i have not been blogging because i have been too busy.
and too happy.
goodbye!
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October 5th, 2008
12:29 pm - krishamurthy
If you have this extraordinary thing going in your life, then it is everything
then you become the teacher, the disciple, the neighbour, the beauty of the cloud
you are all that, and that is love.
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September 8th, 2008
02:29 pm - 4 bottles down.
last night saw me with the greatest company but the horriblest situation.
funny, i dont remember promising you my emotions back. or heart.
i need to do my work tomorrow. its a must. whole day one.
"yupp, but sometimes we bluff ourselves and make it seem like the world is broken when really its just our hearts."
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September 1st, 2008
12:04 am - its hard to win but
lets all fight wars and forge friendships as hard as gold.
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August 29th, 2008
08:01 pm - and you're not alone tonight
staring at a maple leaf, leaning on a mother tree
i said to myself, "we all lost touch."
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August 28th, 2008
05:38 pm - i need a drink.
hhahahahaha.
dhini, your name is not there because the circmstances are not the same yaaaa! haha but yes, youve been there the most and you know it. love you too. hahah
i miss you marcus.. and yes, everythings just peachy. one minor fuckup though. but its cool. i cant be bothered to be bothered. anymore. heh.
(:
she reminds me of ...me...
just alot older.
hahahah.
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02:53 pm
i love you donn. really. more then you know. and jo and kc and ally.
thank you for being there even when i dont expect you to be.
circumstances ya. i love you all. i dont know what else to say. i love you all.
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August 27th, 2008
08:06 pm
not worth it tess, not fucking worth it.
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August 10th, 2008
06:11 pm
you say too late to stop, got your heart in a headlock
i dont believe any of it.
i want school, i want to study and i want the friends that i love.
i dont want any of the rest of it.
pleeeease please.
i really dont want thanks.
at least i dont think so...
no
no no cannot cannot.
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August 7th, 2008
08:42 pm - work of heart.
tension, TENSION.
hahahahahah.
sometimes i lose myself then blame myself, then stop. but right now, HO GAD.
i
feel
so
alive.
miserable but none the less,
so fuckin alive.
there were tingles today, definately tingles there, i tell you.
dhini bought her ipod touch today, im not jealous.. not at all.
keke
i think today would have been a good day for a wedding. many, many, many thoughts.
i am not miserable, i am alive.
i was once told to start searching for my worth, find it, then start fighting for what's worth it.
i still havent found my worth just yet, but i have found out what wasnt worth it.
thank
you
jesus.
precisely sean, what have we been doing??
i say we all start to live a little.
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August 4th, 2008
11:36 pm - thanks nat
for the most beautiful thing ive read in awhile..
"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person
that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken more than once and it’s harder every time.
You’ll break hearts too,
so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You’ll fight with your best friend.
You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone
you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt
because every sixty seconds you spend upset
is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back.
Don’t be afraid that your life will end,
be afraid that it will never begin. "
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11:27 pm - just like that, free as a bird.
i must stop being such a child, really.
god, acceptance
help, thank you i love you.
everything good ends for reasons that reason cannot comprehend. and we will all see in due time, what loving you all this while meant to you and me.
ive showed you the answer's, now here's the door.
mister recruit khai botakjones is coming out on friday i cant wait yaaaa
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11:01 pm - a life to hurt and alive to love.
thank you jesus for making my today a whole lot better then my last night.
and for my oma. i love her so much.
and ally because she knows.
and dhini because she knows.
lets all hurt to feel alive.
i feel so fucking
alive.
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12:28 am - ventland.
this has not happened in awhile hear me out hear me out hear me out.
oh god im wicked angry. this is GREAT
i want you to know, i dont know how or care that you might never read this. whatever, either way.
i want you to know i think you're so
codewords, guys, CODEWORDS. secret love calls for a round of codewords, does it not?
its sad you relinquished your shame for this, so fucking fucking sad. mind me asking mind me asking please! bring on the next trend somebody, PLEASE. this one is making me cry. or laugh. both actually. no no no, just horrified shock.
thats what it is. its horrified, horrified shockk seeerious jeebers!
whats next whats next! i sound wicked psycho but i really needed to let this go,
thank you. for bringing my heart here to show me this.
still though..
fucking
rude.
absolutely rude.
and so
disgusting.
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July 26th, 2008
01:39 am - what doesnt kill you, makes you...stranger..
okay my laptop works now.
haha. weehee. anyway room revemp is almost all complete. very very nice i must say.
mostly done by aunty dee dee but still.
its friday night and im home. studying. jesus.
what is happening to me?
i've got a test tomorrow..
damn shit.
i miss alcohol. oh boy i miss alcohol.
but the world has been my friend lately, so i cant complain.
i havent seen dhini in two days and i miss her.
tomorrow tomorrow!
i kinda miss the drama, strangely.
Current Music: red hot chilli peppers
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